Monday, July 27, 2009

Technology. Is it a solution or more headache?


These years new technology emerged. Laptops keep getting cheaper and smaller, PC is getting left behind. Phones becomes smarter. Cars become more technologically advanced, TVs got slimmer, Internet becomes 2.0, Black Berry is a HIT. In other words, new technology emerges, offering better connection, better reach, better efficiency. But the question remains.. does it provide better life? Happier life?

Recently, the most happening fashion and technology is Black Berry. People can message one another in an instant. All emails are being pushed to the Black Berry in no time. Lot's of my customers and colleague showed me how cool Black Berry is and it is simple to use.

On the other hand I had a boss who owned one of the biggest software company. He does not have any plasma TV or LCD TV, no laptop, only PC at his desk, and get this... he got no cell phone... I mean in this day and age, no cell phone!? I mean, he is supposed to be one of the most technologically advanced person, since he own tech company and he is a programmer... meaning supposed to be a tech guy. His reason was simple... SIMPLICITY IN LIFE.

WOOOOOW... that means all the gadgets and stuffs that we have may actually cause us more headache instead of helping our lives. I kept thinking about it and it may have the truth in that statement. Think about these:

1. Before cell phone. We use letter. Getting a reply 3 months later is a great gift. But now with cell phone, if you don't get a reply in one second, they you will get frustrated. The same goes to the other person. If you don't reply back the SMS in one second, the other party will think you are ignoring them.


2. BlackBerry, just a worse form of cellphone with faster SMS system. For a while it seems fun to be able to receive messages instantly, but soon, too many messages comes in, wanting to be replied ASAP, while you are still in the middle of works that require concentration or physical effort that prevent you from replying back. Then people will think you are ignoring them since they know you had Black Berry, you should be getting the message SOON and will not be FAILING to send. At least SMS can still fail in sending. You can use this as an excuse to rest yourselves.


3. Instant messenger. So instant it bothers me so much.

4. With new cheaper and smaller laptop. You can carry your works everywhere. So, no more excuse not to finish on schedule. But beware, the schedule gets tighter since you can work any where and any time. What people forgot is that you need time for rest, for yourselves, and especially for GOD. In other words with the advancing of technology people will expect you to sacrifice all that personal times for them only.

Even during writing this blog, I was interrupted with 2 phones, make that 4, no 5, phone calls, and 6 instant messages and 3 SMSes. I need about 1 minute to get back to what I was doing each time I am interrupted, not to mention work colleagues that needs to talk to you about software engineering.

Can you imagine what happened if I had a BlackBerry? That is why although many people suggest me to get BlackBerry, I don't want to. It's like getting $700 tools to make you more stress. And that is stupid to buy things that make you stressed. Why don't you just hire a super expensive professional killer to kill yourselves.

Lastly, all the people that owns Black Berry that I know of and that uses it for working no longer "INSTANTLY" reply back to any messages sent to their Black Berry. They just looked at the message, sigh, and then put the Black Berry on the table for later if their headache healed before they can reply back.

So... choose your poison.

Is Jesus GOD?

Well... after a long time not writing due to my excessive business and laziness. Here we go again. As I read the Bible, one question came back to me after a while, which is: Is Jesus really a GOD. As most people know, Christian believes in GOD as Trinity, which are The Father (Jehova), The Son (Jesus), and The Holy Spirit.

This is saying that Jesus IS GOD. With this blog I would just to voice what I have read and experienced about Jesus, then it is up to the readers to decide if he is Your GOD or not. But, this is going to be a marathon, so please be patient with me.

The facts About Jesus is GOD:
The almost very beginning of Bible VS The almost very end of Bible:
Genesis 18: 1-15 Vs Revelation 19: 9-10 Vs Many of Chapters about Jesus
Recap: In Genesis, Abraham met with GOD in Trinity form and he fell down to earth and worship them (one of them is Jesus - according to scholar opinion). While in Revelation, John met with angel and worship the angel as well, but the angel forbid John for worshiping the angel and the angel said that John should only worship GOD. Now compare this event to Jesus time on earth where every time he met with a devil possessed individuals, the devil always fall down and cowers in front of Him. Only the human who did not realize who he is did not bow down because it was meant to be like that so that the Lamb of GOD may be sacrificed for human sake.

Also, many miracles happened from Jesus that he just commanded to happen, for example, the case of a sick woman (due to 12 years of hemorrhages, ouch!) who believed that if she just touch Jesus's robe, then she will be healed instantly. Now where in the world or outside world, in the past, present, and future this has ever happened? Or who in any lifetime can ever commanded a ravaging storm to stop in an instant? Or who can walk on top of water SLOOOOOOWWWLY?? Even Jesus Lizard must run like hell to be able to perform walking on the water... muahahahahahaha... Please click the link to know more about Jesus Lizard... very funny one.

This never happened to any other individual of GOD that is written in Bible. Even to the apostle, no one or nothing worshiped them nor can they command anything. Plus, when Jesus raise anyone from the dead, he never prayed, he just tell them to raise up. Kapaaoow!!

The morale: Look at what the devil did to know whether Jesus is GOD or not. And if anyone still say that Jesus is not GOD, that means he is not smarter than the devil. Unless if that person does not believe in GOD.... That is for another chapter to discuss.

GOD bless you all... in Jesus name! Which is also GOD

Thursday, June 11, 2009

BLANK

That is exactly what I am feeling now. I need positive excitement. The only thing that keeps me hanging tough is my Jesus and my wife that Jesus gave. I am grateful to both of them... Blank...

Friday, March 27, 2009

I want "THE" home theatre PC!


Oh gosh.. After I did a calculation, it would cost me around US$900 or almost Rp 12 million to build my own personal great PC.... Oh GOD, may I have it? It is sooooo great to have it. I can play all the games that I have been storing for years just waiting to be played...

Here is the specs just in case someone wants to know what kind of PC I dream of... not including surround speakers:
LG 1941 19 Inch Wide
DFI LP DarK 790FXB-M2RSH
X4 Phenom II 920 2.8GHz Multiple 14x BOX
V-GeN DDR2 2 GB PC-6400 x 2 = 4GB
Enlight EN-V-4157 700W
Sapphire HD 4870 1GB GDDR5
Samsung DVDRW
Maxtor 250 GB 7200 RPM, SATA

and here is if I purchase from USA... which is impossible for now

Gigabyte GA-MA790X-DS4
AMD Phenom II X3 710
Corsair PC8500 - 2 x 2GB Mem = 4GB
Enlight EN-V-4157 700W
Diamond HD 4870 1GB GDDR5
Samsung DVDRW
Western Digital 500GB SATA
LG 1941 19 Inch Wide

Thursday, March 26, 2009

What is GOD to me? Part 02

When i was a little child, GOD is my father who loves and protects me.
When i was a young man, GOD is my dearest best friend that will always support and sacrifice Himself for me.
Now, as a grown up man, GOD is my KING, I will do anything he wanted me to do.

But since the beginning until the end of eternity, GOD is the entity that I love MORE than anything and anyone I have ever know/love combined all together and multiplied to the power of unlimited. My love to HIM multiplies at the speed of moment.

This is the math Formula:
My love to GOD = L2G
Love to other human = L2H
Love to other things = L2T

L2G > (L2H+L2T)^Eternity

If he did not give me a heart bigger than the space. I would have blown up due to insufficient space to hold my feelings of love towards HIM. Yet... I shamefully admit. I sinned. I am truly sorry LORD. Please forgive my stupidity.

I love you GOD.

What is GOD to me? Part 01

This passage really express my feelings towards GOD.

Jeremiah 15:16
Your words were found, and I ate them, and Your words become to me a JOY and the DELIGHT OF MY HEART; for i am called by Your Name.

I love you GOD.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Fear!

Oh why do I fear so much. I tried not to fear, but I cannot help it. My fear is fear of failing. Of not having enough money, of my works that if I left it just for 1 week for vacation, it will go ashtray and I have to close my company. Fear of how I am going to think about how to make money to pay for my house's installment fee.

Oh GOD, help me. I need a total vacation where I can really have some peace of mind. Journey to the top is really one windy and lonely road in the middle of scorching darkness. No one understand you or even know about you.

Sometimes I feel like I want to throw everything away after having headache because of complaining customers, bad suppliers, annoying child, fear of all the above, wife, and many more. I work even during holiday. I feel like my life is no longer mine. I do not even have time to relax. That is why I developed insomnia. The fear of sleeping because I feel that I might miss something important if I go to sleep.

That is why I pray to GOD that he would just give me a heavy sleepy feeling every night. So heavy that I will not be awaken even if an earthquake happens. So heavy that I just fell asleep at any place just like a person losing his consciousness. Ignorance is really a bliss!

Forgive me for spewing my guts like this Lord. I wish at least some people would understand my situation even just a tiny bit so that they will at least be patient with me when I cannot perform as fast as they would expect me to.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Get that girl out of your mind and into your arms...

I was just reading a blog of someone who enjoys spending time at home alone in the age that is probably 30 something with an idol photo book and his dream girl in his mind. He is an otaku... meaning someone who is addicted to anime or Japanese model / idols/ animation... etc.

I used to be like him when I was teenage. How I looked at the pictures of some of my idol girls. I often feel when can I get this kind of girl? Always smiling and appears beautifully, well groomed, always care for you.. and so on and so on.

Well, I am not trying to brag or anything. But I actually got one. Yes, I got my self a very beautiful girl that looks like the idol in the the magazine. She even looks like an actress. A girl to look after me and she is very beautiful.

Well... not all is the same as idol girls. In physical appearance, she is perfect, but in personality, she is unique. Not that I am being ungrateful. I am just saying that many man should just wake up from their dreams and start to see the reality that women are not idols in pictures or movies.

Women are human too. They have feelings, sometimes they want to become lazy and don't care about appearance, sometimes they can be very cranky. Even idols do that. But men usually lost in their dreams of what a perfect woman should be.... more like a robot. Never say no, always caring, always do all the works, always looks great every second, bla bla bla.

What we men must understand is that all the uniqueness in women are the ones that makes them beautiful. That is why GOD never made 2 men or women who is exactly the same. It would be boring if all women are obedient, always beautiful, never angry, looks the same, have the same cat-walk figure... oh my GOD!!!

Thank GOD that HE gave me this woman as my wife. It feels as if half of my heart is in her. I am glad that when I go home from work I have a woman I can snuggle to. She is the warmth in my heart. If I away on a duty outside city or country, I feel as if half of my body is left behind.

One secret I tell you... one of the things that makes me feel so lucky to have a woman like my wife is that... in a dead lock argument with her... I am always right :) (if you do not understand this... well go figure it out). Bwahahahahahahahaha.....

Monday, March 16, 2009

Aaaaggghhh new blog. Why???

This is my new blog from the old one. After writing 3 thoughts I got a problem with the wife because I wrote about my past experience with my ex-girlfriend. Oh gosh... God knows that my current wife is number one in my heart. Although she is number .... n .... in my experience.

Well God, you know my heart. Please tell her that she is number one queen of my heart. Oh well, but we settle our problem with a WIN - WIN solution :) ... secret though ....